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Pand​æ​monium EP

by Stay Fubar

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1.
War 04:25
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Verse 1: I’ve had to struggle for years to make a name for myself Put down by the likes of you You treaded on thin ice for far too long now It’s time for you to burn Bring the guns, bring the pills, and it’s time for a thrill Put you down, to the ground, where you’ll never be found all the shame and the pain, and they think I'm insane but I have myself to blame I Will Fight. To the very end I Will fight till my last breath Prechorus: Oh! Look away for second and you’ll be done All that fear inside, throw it away Lose yourself in the chaos Everybody else is lost Chorus: Got to be better than this, go to be better than you I’ve gotta show you what I can do Got to be better than this, go to be better than you It’s a war (it’s a war) And it’s all on you Verse 2: I’ve had to struggle for years with the other man inside I think I’m going mad Trying to sleep is such a struggle when will it be my turn Grab a drink, grab a bong, grab whatever is close I need to fall asleep Skip ahead, to the end, gun at the end of my bed Shoot myself dead Breakdown: In my mind I need to keep telling myself, I’ll be fine Prechorus Look away for second and you’ll be done All that fear inside, throw it away Lose yourself in the chaos Everybody else is lost Chorus
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Molly 04:05
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Intro: Are you excited? Do you feel free? I need another hit, cause I don't like being me Verse 1 I don't know how to sense my emotions I only know what's wrong and what I want to hurt I've lost any sense of what is self control Banging my head against the wall, when will I fold? I have five senses to know whats right and real But none of them can tell me how I feel My mind is lost in the darkness inside my head I'm just an empty shell My soul is fucking dead Breakdown 1: Let me take a hit, just one more line Just give me time, I'll be fine I want to take away the pain I feel inside Not my addiction, just my paradise I give it all up to feel for just one night They didn't tell me bout the consequence and pain I would receive You can't ever tell me what the fuck I really need Transition: I just couldn't resist it, it should make you happy That’s how it works, how it should have worked I take a hit, sit back, enjoy the ride I would have never ever thought that I’d ever cross the line Verse 2: I don't know how to control myself All I know is that I need a cure If there ever was a day that I had lost it all It would be when I never got up from the fucking fall Tell me why I shouldn’t do this Bang it in my head that I have more Don’t ever stop reminding me what I have to fight for Cause all I remember is pain I had before Chorus: I wanted everything, I got the world in my fingertips I see things brighter than I ever did before I wanted one line, I needed comfort This time I’ll never have to break this habit The anguish, the sadness, it overcomes me I feel it, I need it, it defines me As a person or creature living on this earth I belong everywhere 6 feet under dirt Is it pathetic for me, to take a drug to make me feel something more than what I feel everyday
3.
Leave Me 03:34
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Enter the hallow grave And wash away, the pain Breathe me in, push me outside It's not enough to know that you don't care It’s more than I can bare Leave me to die Let me burn in our old memories Leave me to die Let it all waste my soul away Always surrounded by those who claim to care Who really cares at all When there’s something for them to stare The ocean drowns my heart aside As it pulls my body under I see you watch from the shore I don't think I can take anymore Not anymore, my soul is long gone. Without your embrace! Leave me to die Let me burn in our old memories Leave me to die Let it all drain my soul away I've come so far, from what I used to be We've come so far, how could you give it up so easily How could you leave so easily?
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the Man from Nowhere 03:28
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Verse 1: If this was my last note for some reason, I want everyone to know it's okay. I love everyone that cared about me. Better now than on judgement day Breakdown: Oh, I was a bother to everyone I know I apologize that I couldn’t feel better bout it. I'm such a bloodsucker, I tore you away. Chorus 2: Turn the clocks back to when I had more Had more to live for, had more to fight for Turn around and what do you see I see the shadow of death running behind me All the stories of heartache and torture Have made me long for the better. The future is the only thing I can see the shadow of death was never behind me Verse 2: I love you all for that but I know that this pit in my stomach will never fill, it won’t ever fill Transition: I used up everyone I know and I'm sorry you couldn’t stay I only did that in hopes that maybe you would since I could never figure out how to do that on my own. I hope no matter what that all of you find the happiness you want. Breakdown: Because you all deserve it. I hope that’s what you get from this. Verse 3: It's not that I never fulfilled myself or that you couldn't stop this from happening. It was always bound to happen and it was up to me I need to satisfy myself I'll be content when you find the happiness and love you deserve. I apologize I couldn't be there when you needed it and for whenever you would need me now. I'll always listen when you speak even after. I'll always listen. Transition: I won’t apologize, for what I think is mine You and I are alive, until the day we die I won’t apologize, for what I think is mine You and I are alive, we will never die I will never die
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God is Dead 04:08
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I am chaos Break me down, drown out the sound I am the one whom you should've believed. I am your pleasure,I am your pain, I'd say you should run but it would be too late. I never thought I'd ever see you again, then you came back in my life, but less as a friend Give me a chance, i'm begging you please don’t go, but i know at this point I’m at a new low it’s not my life, i’m just a status quo, crucify me or leave me afloat or I’ll break myself or kill myself cause I don’t really give a fuck .... Is this what is meant to be? Maybe it’s what I choose to believe to fix your life or settle yourself come back to what humans should be I know what I want, I know how to get it out of you I know what I want, the last thing you wanna see is that I know there's nothing good for you There’s nothing left to say, I’m not willing to play All these games, taking chances with your life You don’t wanna lose? There’s nothing good for you I won’t answer your prayers, I am your God. I am your pleasure, I am your pain I am the one who has never come clean I am the only winner in this fucked up game

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released March 10, 2015

Songs written by Anthony Tran, Robbie Valdez, Andrew Hurt, & Matlyn Chism
Produced, mixed, mastered by Jake Bryant [jakebryantproductions.com]

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